I was running late again. And it was snowing—lightly, but enough to make the bricks on the walkway outside Davis Square station slick and treacherous. So, despite not being as early as I had hoped, I walked slowly. I’m at that age where falling on brick might very well break a bone—not an expected break, I’m not that old. But the kind of a break—like a wrist or an elbow—that can make a person sit up and realize that time is passing, the body is not as resilient as it once was, that all that extra padding on hips and backside is in fact a disguise for the skeleton that withers within.
As I entered the station, I glanced at the electronic
message board. It was 7:47 am, and the next train to Braintree was due to arrive
in one minute. I have learned to not take the electronic message board too
seriously; one minute has a way of turning into five or even ten minutes, and
sometimes the designated train disappears altogether.
Down the stairs I went on autopilot. It was a Tuesday, the
worst commute day of the week, for me anyway. Mondays are actually not that
bad, it’s a popular vacation day or call-in-sick day. Fridays are not bad; lots
of working from home happens on Fridays. Tuesday through Thursday are the truly
difficult days, when the entire world seems to be trying to get to the same
place as the exact same time.
I swiped my transit pass and descended into the circle of
hell known as Boston’s Red Line. From the top of the last set of stairs, all
those Tuesday commuters, stacked four or five deep on the platform, looked
almost like dolls arranged at the edge of an assembly line where they would
automatically drop into slots and be packaged for sale.
When I joined them on the platform at the bottom of the
stairs, I checked the electronic board again—the Braintree train was now
arriving, but an Ashmont train was only one minute away. I was planning to let
the crowd pass by and get on the Ashmont train, but when the Braintree train
arrived, it was surprisingly uncrowded. I got on, and planted myself in the
last open seat, next to a guy with a ski mask and his legs spread so wide that
I had to make a conscious effort to pull my right leg in so as not to brush
against his left leg. He was reading messages on his phone, nothing unusual
there, but he seemed to not register that a person—that I—had sat down next to
him.
It was only after I was seated, after the train had pulled
out of the station and into the blackness of the tunnel, that I began to wonder
about the ski mask. Yes, it was a cold day, but it was warm on the train,
especially for someone so bundled up. I removed my hat and loosened my scarf.
The man next to me continued to read his phone, with only his eyes peering from
behind the mask. I noticed the slot for
his nose, basically a slit with material molded above it to allow for comfort,
I suppose. Why wouldn’t he take the mask off? Wasn’t he stifling?
I started to get nervous. What if he is a terrorist? Or just
some kind of a nut with a gun who is going to begin shooting? Would I be
spared, given that I’m right next to him? I mean, would he shoot straight
ahead, or to his right, which is really further into the car, where most of the
people were.
I glanced at his phone. I was trying to read his messages.
TRYING TO READ HIS MESSAGES? What kind of nut am I? Do I think I work for the
NSA or something? Of course, it was impossible for me to read his messages. So
I acted casual. I unfolded my newspaper and then rearranged it in the commuter
fold. Turning to the international section, I saw multiple stories of anguish:
the Taliban gaining a foothold in a part of Afghanistan, another murder in
Syria, al Qaeda still causing trouble in Iraq. How different would it be if I
were on a train in one of those countries?
Shortly after that, I read about the MBTA installing cameras
with real-time feeds on the buses. I have not seen any of these, personally,
but the story said that monitors on the bus allow the riders to see everything
that is being captured on the video. Someone, somewhere, in some MBTA Security
office, is also presumably watching, so instead of an incident occurring, and
authorities viewing the tape at some later time, now they can view as it
happens, and summon help if needed. I am in favor of this, after a rash of
attacks on bus drivers over the past year. These guys have a tough enough job
without people spitting on them.
I wondered if that would eventually be the case for the
trains as well, in which case, perhaps someone would have seen the masked man
next to me and concluded that either he was suspicious or he was just another
nut riding the Red Line.
I imagine some will protest and say this is a violation of
our rights, this constant surveillance. There is a part of me that is concerned
about privacy—I delayed in getting a Fast Lane pass for my car, because I found
it unsettling to think someone could trace where I had traveled and when. But
ultimately, it’s hard to argue with matters of public safety.
I’m glad the masked man next to me on the train turned out
to be harmless. (He got off at Kendall, so he is probably an MIT student or
professor.) Now the T needs cameras on the trains, so if he had committed some
mayhem, it might have been discovered.
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